one of the easy ones..

what's it all about, really, when you get down to it?

erm...
my head's been flipped open and I'm completely and utterly lost. what am I doing? what do I care about? what do I want? what's the point in anything I'm doing? why am I going to meet suzie at ten o clock? why am I alone at the computers when I could be building theatre set? why should I be building theatre set when I could be alone at the computers? why should I constantly be doing something? if I'm not constantly doing something, what should I be doing? what's the point in anything at all? really? what is the point? why? anything? why is my brain doing this and how do I stop it?
oh my god
what am I doing?
i'm going home..