life is beautiful

Tuesday, November 20, 2007

they aren't new ideas, I know.

Mr Brown said: "I believe it will require no less than a fourth technological revolution. In the past the steam engine, the internal combustion engine, the microprocessor transformed not just technology but the way our society has been organised and the way people live.

The industrial revolution, the bright new future that changed so much and brought us everything from a shrinking world to soft-sliced, pre-packaged bread. The revolution of wheels, workers and winnings. Britain became great, poor had work.
History points to the revolution and says, there, there it began, the good, the bad. The ugly peals of smoke and the trains from which they puff, the travel and discovery of new cultures, countries, and the sadness that was so often brought to them. Here started the movement to the north, to the west. Here your great great grandfather died and here was the money that let his child live. On this revolution turns the next fate of the world, and here it turned, an ever spiralling movement, with its spinning centre turned by this first revolution. Or so it might seem. Uprooting, opportunity, education, everything. It was new, fresh and unclean, and it was smudged into the world so that it could not now be rubbed out.

Then there came the information revolution. In a day the world could be shrunk into your pocket, so small you needn’t even leave your home. You turned round and suddenly it was new. Another turn and even the newness had already been replaced. Communication and travel. Information and organisation. Trade quick, die slow. No need for the poor to migrate for work, the work will come to them if they’re poor enough.
Call your friend across the country while looking at the news across the world. History doesn’t point to this revolution, it just is. It is the history, ask wikipedia. History is turned by the information explosion that twists its way into the past until nothing can be imagined but this spinning change, which isn’t change it’s the same, it’s always been. Nothing’s new. Is it? Not since last week at least, and who needs to remember before that. This revolution turns the world’s spin, until it speeds and we all become a blur, the same shade and shape, melting and sinking until there’s nothing left.

And these two came as a surprise. The world turned and we hardly even realised as it turned faster. Time spun on and suddenly we were in a different place, but it was new and shiny, with opportunity for some, so why complain?

But what we will have to have next is the counter revolution. The one we know about ourselves, where we have to spin against the tide to slow this continuously accelerating turn. We need to distinguish ourselves again, become independent and clear. Expand our horizons until the whole world is as far away as we can dream, and excitement is a long journey away. The new revolution will not be an uprising but a relaxation, as each one can sink back into their own shape and stop being whipped about in the rush of the turn, the speed of the growth. We won’t know everything. We won’t move everywhere. The revolution won’t turn us but we will turn it, until it finally dispands and becomes a revolution that turns on us, each to their own.
When we can stop being turned by the mass movement, when we can stop it turning on us, but try to reach out and move others’. Then we won’t need the revolution any more, as we will have made each other’s.

Sunday, May 13, 2007

Just so's you all know...

harry rules! hurrah :)

Friday, March 23, 2007

tee hee



in't it good ^_^

Wednesday, January 24, 2007

well fuck me.

I just got an email from a girl in lebanon who wants to help with our little blockade.

"just tell me what to do" she says.

a high, tense front vowel, followed by a bilabial voiceless stop!

(eeeep!)

I don't seem to be able to put a 100% positive slant on anything at the moment, as annoying as it is I'm accepting it and hoping it'll fade soon enough, since in general, things are great.
so, it leads me to the conclusion:
the world's end may still be imminent
I may be wasting far too much time on the internet instead of worthwhile activities
My phoning abilities, or non existance of same, may be pitiful at best and a major setback in organising
I may be utterly useless in many situations..

BUT

I'm great! woo!

I got 75% in my english exam! wow, even I was impressed. I mean, it's not the best mark ever, but it's a pass and more! unexpected: hollol.
um.. yeah. so, i'm great. and I can do stuff. like secconding a motion to support decommissioning of trident in the student's association general meeting on 7th feb. eep. so what if "Jamie" from stop the war doesn't think I'm up to it? hah, I'll show him my motion-secconding skills. ahah!

Saturday, January 20, 2007

life is ...you know the rest

OK, I'm discounting the last ten minutes where I got kind of upset: I shouldn't go on the internet. really.

this has been a beautiful weekend. or saturday at least. spent the night in a bothy with four others, meaning communication wasn't too intimidating. it was cold but we had a real fire. I got up and almost immediately walked up a big hill with Jake, which would have killed me a few months ago, I like to think. we also went for a longer walk later with everyone. I got to talk to sarah, who's in fourth year, a but more and she's lovely, and it was lovely to talk to her, so that's lovely. I felt proud for a while. I left first, there's a new bunch there now and I'd probably have loved to still be there, but David Rovics was playing here tonight and I had things to do, none of which I've done, but I'm saying it was worth it to see David Rovics play again. I didn't get the courage to speak to him this time, but seeing as last time I babbled incredibly stupidly in an evident "I have a massive crush on you" sort of way.. maybe it was a good thing I didn't speak. I'll probably hate myself less in the short term anyway.
it was so nice to spend a couple of hours in the same room as this guy who is, to be honest, one of my greatest heroes. every time I've seen him he's made me cry. listening to his music may not change the world as such but it does make me feel like I want to, and it can make me feel.. just generally. just feel. it's great and he's great. good stuff. despite not actually having any friends to come with me, it made me feel good, and it was probably worth forefitting the bothy, or at least at equal levels.

though still.. left feeling sick by fucking damn pictures, presumably from wales, last night, on myspace. it means NOTHING so why does it upset me so much?

oh well.. david rovics can join me as I go to bed and make everything all better.

xx

Friday, January 19, 2007

i didn't go on the internet for 23.55 hours yesterday

and

I'm going away for the night to a bothy.

and

I fell over today. bleh.

but

love you all :) xx

Thursday, January 18, 2007

! ! ! ! is all there is to be said

You're walking down the street, listening to your MP3 player and something REALLY cool comes on,you just want to dance.
Or you're at a club, which you've paid to get into and the drinks are expensive, and the music's just not that great, or you aren't in the mood, or you're too hot and need a rest, or you are uncomfortable in your dancing - everyone else there is dancing in a different way from you and you're tired of looking weird..

the answer: SILENT DISCO!!
it's amazing! you turn up with your MP3 Player, so do lots of other people, you all listen to your music and dance! it's amazing, both to watch and to participate in. OK, there are things wrong with it; socialising is in a different form, but it's a whole bringing down barriers thing, doing silly things in public.. fantastic, I'm a complete convert and can't wait till the next one!
I'm terribly ashamed but I'd forgotten that AMP did walking in the air! and I never thought I'd dance to AMP in public again!

wow.

so, this will be the beginning of goodness. I'm going to do things and get so tired that it feels like I'm drunk, and have fun and not take things too seriously and save the world in the meantime, and the world won't end, at least not for a little while (fingers crossed) and i'll do some work - I got 57% in my law essay by the way, not bad ;)) but I'm not going to let it take over my life, if I'm only here for a year it doesn't matter, if I'm here for longer then we'll see how well i do. i'm not going to be unhappy, i'm going to silent disco!! wooooo!