yep, me again
well.. I'm on what's looking to be an all night essay writing seshion! hooray! i finally feel like a student that studies. though I have been here 2 hours and written 300 words.. and the thing is 1500 words so if I keep this up I have another 8 hours to go.. ho ho. we'll see.
It's kind of odd really, it's horribly hot and stuffy in this little computer room and my head is half switched off because - yes, of course - I have Tonsillitis!! double hooray! plus I've done nothing prodictive today and I'm feeling very unoriginal and uncool and josh has run out of credit so there's no chance of me hearing from him till tomorrow BUT I'm actually feeling kind of happy and peaceful, which is nice. and for once I feel like I could just stay here all night and do the essay if I have to, which is OK - If I consider that I could be out in the cold following people around pubs it makes me feel much better still. yes I'm a crap socialiser, but I'm happy right now, so so what? and I'm going to be a bit more social next weekend.. though if I still have tonsillitis it will be a right bugger :( still! it's going to be good to go back. as long as I don't get too attached. I'm worried about coming back again after.. how will I survive knowing it'll be nearly two months till i get to return? oh dear..
I will survive
(cake rules!)
erm.. yeah. I'm pretty weak and self centred at the moment. meh.
*relaxes*
right, back to the essay...