so..right.. i've just been offered a chance to go and take a work placement in the european parliament in brussels, getting £500 a month living expenses, which isn't bad, really..though i don't know what the accommodation prices are like there..
it would look really good and i'm sure it would be an enlightening experience, but..well.. you've got to be interested in politics and stuff to do that, haven't you? and be really clever and good at things..
i'd sort of imagined i'd be able to do something cool for a while, like with a group of nice people who i'd get on with and have fun with and be happy, and while 'm sure jill evans, MEP and chair of CND cymru and her office crew are nice enough..it's hardly going to be a thrilling and exciting time as far as I can see..
well.. maybe this isn't the best time to be thinking about it, seeing as just going yout to the shops is a bit much, but still.. i don't want to be lonely for any longer.
ohhhhh what do i dooo? i really don't know. i've bothered them about it so much and now i don't really want to go.
but if i don't i haven't anything else to do..oh, bloody sam and her fun-having time. i'm so pleased she's enjoying herself, but so so so jealous!
why can't one just start university half way through the year? that's all i want to do now, it would be so easy.
don't take a gap year unless you've planned it, lads and lasses. it's one of those things you don't want to have to learn actively.