with your fingers on my forehead all I can think is...

and life continues
and things are good
and.. oh crap I'm missing the get together this weekend - I'm so rubbish! and my excuse is probably more rubbish, so I'm not going to give it here.
DAMN! I so want to see everyone! Grrrr...

BUt I'm not going to complain. I was woken up at four this morning by drunken checked shirt guys unlocking my room. And.. well, at the moment I don't give a damn.

OK so last night
well, it wasn't so good. But that happens sometimes.

And I got a C in my politics essay!! 54%! OK, so I was happier with it when I didn't know that other people had got 60% and 70% in another..
BUT
that shouldn't matter! and I didn't fail! and it's SO much more satisfying than automatically getting an A.

At the beginning of the year I remember thinking - I'd trade in my academia for a little more people skills.
so, maybe I'm not perfect at people skills, and they've certainly diminished with lack of practice recently, but I think that's happened! I'm pleased. and a C is a pass and it's fine. and if I fail, who cares? I will do something else instead. Life is WAY too short to care too much about that.

and I've spent the last nearly FOUR hours split between talking to only two people. propper long conversations. in fact I've spent about six or more hours talking to people today. Like, propper one on one conversations.
that's amazing!
people are so great.







words that make me shiver
songs that make me melt
I can only be thankful for the deal I've been dealt
for the woods outside this window
for that guitar on your knee
for the smile on your lips
for the good you found in me..

[David Rovics is amazing ;)}