sick to the stomach and trembling... with surges to the heart... it's amazing how little we can control our bodies sometimes [it isn't illness :|] still, mustn't keep hopes up, eh?
yeah.. well., I wasn't complaining. it's jolly fun to occasionally hav a bit of uncontrolableness, especially for a fn and positive reason :D ...though it gets a little wearing after a while. it is nice to be jolly though, I must admit
oh, two and a bit months later and ..well.. how much happier could I have been had I known how it would (not 'end' but..) progress? and how will I, in a number of months' time, see how it does end? I remember writing this and I don't know if I could have been any more excited, and then I didn't even START to IMAGINE what sort of thing was beginning and how amazingly lucky I was going to become. strong words, here's hoping I won't regret them :s right now, it makes me happy 8/10/06
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Why the hell should we!?!
No need for restriction and apologies!
July 26, 2006 5:49 pm
why the hell should we what?
July 26, 2006 9:02 pm
"amazing how little we can control our bodies sometimes"
Why control good and natural ways your body works?
August 01, 2006 7:55 am
yeah.. well., I wasn't complaining. it's jolly fun to occasionally hav a bit of uncontrolableness, especially for a fn and positive reason :D
...though it gets a little wearing after a while.
it is nice to be jolly though, I must admit
August 13, 2006 9:15 pm
oh, two and a bit months later and ..well.. how much happier could I have been had I known how it would (not 'end' but..) progress? and how will I, in a number of months' time, see how it does end? I remember writing this and I don't know if I could have been any more excited, and then I didn't even START to IMAGINE what sort of thing was beginning and how amazingly lucky I was going to become.
strong words, here's hoping I won't regret them :s
right now, it makes me happy
8/10/06
October 07, 2006 11:26 pm
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